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2003-06-23||4:33 p.m.

::Betrayal/::

I take out an old notebook from my bag while I am cleaning it out. Turning it over in my palm, I finger the soft, weathered cover. I smile then, flip open to the first page. I am just about to read the words written when a blur action snatches the book away. I let out a strangled cry, then look up immediately to see my sister feasting on the page with wide, greedy eyes. I try to snatch it back from her, but fail. She starts to read the words out loud and I find myself blushing furiously. I look around and see my mother over at the living room, cleaning the floor but also partly listening. I desperately try to get hold of the notebook once more, but fall onto the floor instead. I gaze up betrayingly at my sister through misty tears. I swallowed the huge lump in my throat before getting up on my feet again. I sob quietly as I listen to all my secrets pouring out of my sister's ugly mouth. Suddenly, in one quick movement, I grabbed the notebook from her viciously, glaring at her. I then dashed off to my room, mourning over the release of my secrets.

Okay, well, it didn't really happen that way. I exaggerated it a little to make it a "little more interesting" although I doubt it IS in any way interesting. o.O *Shrugs*
So, yea, I felt REALLY betrayed. My mom was actually there mopping the floor and she was just reading all the STUFF out! Urgh! I tried to stop her by talking to my mom, I tried to stop my mother from hearing what she was saying by talking pretty loudly. *Sighs* Well, she read half of the "letter" out and then quit reading out loud. Then, she kinda flipped over to the back of that piece of paper and the whole thing came off. Well, yea, it's SUPPOSED to be detached. Hehe! It kinda "freaked" her out a little cos she thought she'd done something wrong or something. Hah! Serves her right! Hmph! 
Hm... for those who are SO DAMN CURIOUS about what that one piece of paper said or whatever, tag me or something, k? I'll only tell it to those people I trust. O.O 
I'm still pretty hurt from that incident. I meant, she actually read ALL my poems out. Well, all the poems I wrote in the notebook, which is like... 3 or 4? *Shrugs* And those were PRIVATE poems. MY thoughts. My own PERSONAL thoughts. *Rolls eyes* Pryer! *Glares* 
So, nothing much happened today except for that TERRIBLE incident. Urgh... I'm still pissed! >.< 
So, just now, DJ was kinda "hinting" he got the Harry Potter book. Well, to make it clearer, I told him I would hug him if he got me the book. And, then just now, he kinda told me to remember my words, so I was like pretty confused. Then, I kept pressing him to tell me whether he got the book or not. Hehe! He hasn't gotten it yet, but I think he's going to get it tomorrow or something. Hehe! I can't wait to find out!!! =D *Huggles DJ* =) Thanks! Erm... for saying the "yet" and for getting my hopes up. Hehe! Hopefully they won't go back down on Wednesday! Lol! *Winkies* 
I guess that's all for today then! Bye!
::Fayes/::

tide in || tide out

::\The End/:: - 2004-04-04
::\Thank You & Goodbye/:: - 2004-04-04
::\Guaranteed Promises/:: - 2004-04-03
::\Forgive Me/:: - 2004-04-02
::\A Prayer to the Angel of Tears/:: - 2004-04-01