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2004-03-30||9:59 p.m.

::\Colours/::

I close my eyes, and I see yellow. Yellow, my favourite colour. The colour that engulfs me whenever I am low or high, the colour that gives me confidence.

Yellow is what I wish to see the world in. With yellow, I can do anything. I can take up the courage and ask a question in front of the class, I can take up the courage and lend a helping hand to a stranger. With yellow, I can speak up confidently to the president of the country, I can conquer countries. With yellow, my confidence is all boosted up.

But, there isn't so much yellow in this world. This world is multi-coloured, and if it is, then my confidence is lessened as well. Yellow isn't there when I always need it. Other colours are present, but never yellow. Not everything is present when I want it to be.

But, I learn to deal with it. I learn to accept other colours, learn to use other colours to support me, encourage me. Blue swirls around me like the ocean does when I am swimming, green brushes against my skin like the grass in a field, white embraces me like an angel does, silver sparkles around me like the ring in my wallet once used to do. All these colours help me in every way they can in my life. And, well, colours are terribly important. I probably will not be able to live without them. Never will I let colours leave my life.

Fayes

tide in || tide out

::\The End/:: - 2004-04-04
::\Thank You & Goodbye/:: - 2004-04-04
::\Guaranteed Promises/:: - 2004-04-03
::\Forgive Me/:: - 2004-04-02
::\A Prayer to the Angel of Tears/:: - 2004-04-01