2004-01-31||8:30 p.m.

::\Questions/::

The music plays,
But my ears hear nothing.
The show is on,
But my eyes see nothing.

Can't you see how my heart
Aches like it has never before?
Can't you see how I'm blind
To everything else that happens?

Why can't you tell
That I'm broken?
Why can't you tell
That my only remedy is you?

Must you leave me now
Must you really?
Must you go and never come back
Abandon me without a care?

The tightness in my throat
The wetness in my eyes.
Can't you see that I'm crying
That I'm hurting?

The pierce and the stab
You did to my heart.
Don't you feel the guilt
The guilt that chokes me?

The slashes on my wrist
Those I did to myself.
All don't match up to the scars
The scars you left behind.

I wish I could just run
And leave everything behind with you.
But I know I can't
Because there is nowhere else to go.

I'm trapped here
Don't you know?
I'm trapped here,
Suffering alone.

Well well, my mom just came in. *Shrugs* Came to tell me that I wouldn't be able to use the computer tomorrow. *Rolls eyes* As usual, I was appalled, then fought back. *Shrugs* So yea... I prolly won't be online in the morning. If you read this... I PROLLY won't be online. Sorry. *Shrugs* I don't know... I'll bargain, but I can't promise anything. There are so many things I want to say, so many things I'm just not satisfied with. But, I'll just hush up. Not cause anyone trouble. And live in this little world of my own. *Shrugs*
::Fayes/::

tide in || tide out

::\The End/:: - 2004-04-04
::\Thank You & Goodbye/:: - 2004-04-04
::\Guaranteed Promises/:: - 2004-04-03
::\Forgive Me/:: - 2004-04-02
::\A Prayer to the Angel of Tears/:: - 2004-04-01