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2004-03-21||5:19 p.m. ::\Wrong or Right? Who's to Tell?/:: I stand at the line, looking at what is beyond. I cannot see much, only the blackness. My heart tells me to stay, but my mind tells me to go ahead and try. I am afraid. I raise my left foot, but hesitate, indecisive. Tears trickle down my cheeks as the frustration of my indecisiveness takes over my emotions. I let out a whimper, then collapse to the ground, sobbing desperately. I do not wish to go ahead. No, I do not want anymore troubles. Why can't I just stay where I am? Why can't time just stop, for once? I hit the floor with a balled fist, then look again at the line. Such a line has caused me so much pain. My heart aches for an answer, and my mind presses me for one. I feel the tension rising from my heart, through my throat and finally out of my mouth... in a breathless scream. I freeze at the sound and everything starts becoming clearer. I stand up once more, then take a deep breath. I am ready. I finally put one step down beyond the line, and I feel myself falling... falling... did I make the wrong decision?
::\The End/:: - 2004-04-04 |